Sensitive

Why i am so sensitive why i feel so bad about anything wat happens to me...why i m this type of person...why i cant just feel the right always
why always i have to suffer.....why??
i knw tht no one will ever help but then also why do i expect someone to....?

Strange things happen in life

I am still awake i was awake the whole night
I dnt kno the exact reason tht why i m distrbd but i m .....
I dnt knw why
may be ther is something wrong..may be sai ram wants me to come to his place and i m not able to...but i will do so very soon......

om sai ram...i dnt know wat is happning wid me but its too strange ...
Today i mean the last night sumthing happnd...i never even thought of this....i was just being nice to the person who matters a lot to sumone who is a lot to me....i never realised tht it will become so untidy and stupid too i did sumthing stupid but not much for jitendra to just hurt me the way he did but its okk i know he was angry now i m just not feeling good about me as i dnt knw tht those two persons...wat will they be thinking about me...at first i m feeling everythngs okkk but at the same tym i think tht my whole position the thoughts they hold about me r vanishd i dnt knw wat to do wat to say and to whom i shud say all this.....the only thing matters is wat they will think about me.....bcoz i always wanted tht in my in laws family or anybody connected to them shud always think good  for me bcoz of my deeds but sumwhere now i m feeling tht this dream of mine will break...i m too distrbd bcoz of tht...the question is not this tht who is what to you but the question is this dream matters to me  a lot may be more than my own life bcoz this is connected to my husband.....:(
i hope sai ram will take care of it i really hope so....and i knw tht i have to do sum work of you sai ram,,,....i will do it dnta wrry.....

hey srry i m not regularly posting but wat to do sometimes just get too busy for this..I love my family but why they all cant live peacefully...i dnt understand wen they will understand our feelings....leave it ...thez all things are now very common for me.....i dnt knw wenever i feel tht sachin is talking to a girl i feel so jealousand i start acting so stupid but i cant help it wat to do....thers no solution for it........:)

Hey srry for not writing from 2 dayz..... was jus busy...today i made non-veg everyone likd it....i m learning all this so tht no one can ever say anything wrong about me...i always want tht everyone shud be happy wid me...... sum more things i wanna do specially for my love my husband.....i dnt knw will i be able to suceed or not?? but i will try my level best
I always pray to sai ram to keep him happy and give him watever he wants and always lead him to the right path
om sai ram

I always experience tht my sai ram help me in some way or the other. We all r afraid of flod as it is already in mda but i dnt knw why i hav a strong feeling tht nothing bad will happen...just bcoz of the trust oon sai ram..rather i m not able to do the worship the way i think but i will surely try tht.......rest is all fine.....day by day time is coming near of the wedding i m excited also but sad too...as i will be away from my family....why this happens god...?

Sai Baba

Sai baba always helped me to achieve what i wanted . Today i m standing at a position where i m not able to think wat to ask to god to give bcoz of sai ram i got everything i wanted and the same way i wanted . Today i m starting this blog so tht I can always write my feelings in it .
Om Sai Ram