om sai ram...i dnt know wat is happning wid me but its too strange ...
Today i mean the last night sumthing happnd...i never even thought of this....i was just being nice to the person who matters a lot to sumone who is a lot to me....i never realised tht it will become so untidy and stupid too i did sumthing stupid but not much for jitendra to just hurt me the way he did but its okk i know he was angry now i m just not feeling good about me as i dnt knw tht those two persons...wat will they be thinking about me...at first i m feeling everythngs okkk but at the same tym i think tht my whole position the thoughts they hold about me r vanishd i dnt knw wat to do wat to say and to whom i shud say all this.....the only thing matters is wat they will think about me.....bcoz i always wanted tht in my in laws family or anybody connected to them shud always think good  for me bcoz of my deeds but sumwhere now i m feeling tht this dream of mine will break...i m too distrbd bcoz of tht...the question is not this tht who is what to you but the question is this dream matters to me  a lot may be more than my own life bcoz this is connected to my husband.....:(
i hope sai ram will take care of it i really hope so....and i knw tht i have to do sum work of you sai ram,,,....i will do it dnta wrry.....